Having asked for prayer for my Doctors appointment I wanted to just give a quick update. It was a pretty emotional visit for me, I had been totally fine and then as I walked into her office the whole thing was suddenly so sad again. That said I don't think I did the best job at explaining my fears or asking questions but the Doctor was gentle with me. She just said that such early miscarriages were not unusual and were not necessarily an indication that I couldn't have a healthy pregnancy next time. She said there was nothing they could test for that would be helpful. So, no quick easy answers. There might have been a little relief in hearing there is no obvious problem - except I feel like there is something not quite right, I just don't know what it is or if I am just crazy and maybe shes right. Maybe our next pregnancy will be healthy and result in a healthy baby, I just have a feeling that is not the case and I can't put my finger on what the feeling is. I do however know that God is bigger than this struggle and ultimately His will prevails.
So we keep praying and trusting.
She said there was no physical reason not to start trying again right away. I want to hear as good news but it makes me anxious. Please pray for peace, and for us to be blessed with our very own little miracle very soon.
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This weekend we celebrate our one year anniversary and then a few weeks after that my parents and my brother are coming to visit, not to mention my birthday! We have lots of reasons to celebrate and there is a lot of joy coming our way in the next month or so. God is taking good care of us.